I was 15 in 2012, still a teenager who is still coming to terms with puberty and adolescence. I few times called my youngest brother who was 5 at the time, I kiss him and rub my clits on his laps till I climax which doesn’t take time and we don’t take off our clothes. But there was no penetration at all. I feel this guilt, I feel so terrible and ashamed that I will do this to my brother. I have prayed and asked God for forgiveness. Thankfully, my brother doesn’t remember cause he is 17 now and I thank goodness that he doesn’t remember. I pray God and the universe forgives me, I am truly sorry 😢.