I’m a 25 year old who has never had **x, some might think it weird but I do not exactly crave intimacy though I sometimes imagine having **x, I find it difficult to talk about it with the opposite **x, I really don’t know if it’s a problem. I’ve been in some compromising situations that is kissing, touching but when things get too intense I just back out I don’t even know if it’s an actual problem with just me or there are others like me. Haven’t been in an actual relationship in forever, I find it so difficult to let my guards down.. feel this might affect me later in life, I’m worried.