My life is miserable in a way. My parents are not together anymore and my mom is so annoying sometimes, you can’t caution her and she will take it but sees it as an insult. We got into a heated argument today and I told her some things she and her siblings did to me especially her brother who sent me out of their parents house simply because the wife lied against me. I have this trauma I have been carrying for years and it is turning into hate. I have been seeing messages my mom is texting another man who stood her up before we were born and who is still standing up, seeing how she humiliates herself in text and this man airs her so much. My parents failed i and my sibling and i don’t think I can forget so easily. I just want everything to work out for me so i find my way. I’m tired! If others are talking about how their parents work together, I feel sad at times. She said she made a mistake meeting my dad and I’m very sure that she will be saying had it been she didn’t give birth to us because we are products of a mistake. Kai uwa m. I’m still a student and my sibling is also a student. I just need something that will be giving me daily income so I can sustain myself and my sibling that’s all. At this point I feel like dropping out but I can’t because I want to be a graduate and prove a point to my parents siblings that yes we are graduates and not bastards.