I’m ashamed of saying this but I don’t know what to do anymore. I love my mom but she disgusts me. I avoid staying around her for this very reason. She doesn’t take proper care of herself and the way she prepares food scares me. When I try to talk about it she sees it as insult. She visited and we were gisting while I was eating, then she starting picking her nose, I tried to look away and focus on my food but she was still talking to me and next thing I saw her put whatever she picked out of her nose in her mouth and chew it. I asked her why she did that and she denied it, then I stood up to leave because at this point I already lost my appetite, while trying to leave, my food fell and when I tried picking it up, I vomited.