My girl cheated on me a year ago, went through depression, low self esteem etc. Forgave and took her back, it’s been a year and she’s put in so much effort into proving she’s changed and will never do it again but I really don’t trust her anymore, I dont feel anything towards her again. Sat her down and explained to her but everytime she just ends up crying and begging me to put in more effort maybe the love will come back, can’t even kiss or have sex with her without the image of her having sex with the other guy popping up in my head.