We’ve dated for 3 years now, I didn’t get any gift my last two birthday’s because of money issues. I don’t have money but I save for his birthday, even if it’s something small. I randomly remember how I found out he hadn’t broken up with his ex at the beginning of our relationship, he said they were besties and that gives me anxiety. I also feel bad for the ex, how he broke up with her because she did nothing wrong. I wonder why I stayed and why I’m still here even. There’s always something, one girl or the other or money issues. Love is really weird. Lmao I saw a chat where his sister was trying to link him with her friend. I don’t think anyone knows he’s dating lol. It’s the hope that kills.