I have many pictures of my late parents, but I don’t have videos of them talking clearly. I now struggle with the reality of me slowly forgetting their voices. I sometimes have to focus and think hard before I can remember how they sounded. Attaching a voice to a face adds a layer to their essence, and losing that means so much. It’s hard to think that one day, I probably won’t ever remember what they sounded like at all. That’s the heartbreaking part of it all. I’m sad. I wish I made more videos.
in Confession