I have once attempted suicide, it was my boyfriend (now ex) that talked me out of it, I’m turning 24 this December and all i wish is for December not to come. I couldn’t go to the university cause of financial problems, I learned a skill and just rounded up early this year. I still need upgrade cause fashion design is more than a first training and still no money to continue, submitted application in different locations and still no call frm them. I have business ideas but no way to carry it out cause it still needs money. I cry myself to sleep every night, more like I’m not using my life meaningfully, people just drop advice but don’t even render help in anyway. Right now I’m typing and crying, i seriously need assistance.