I’m really anti social and as such I have very few friends. Even in the midst of my two close friends, I still feel lonely because it’s quite obvious that they’re closer to each other than they are to me. Sometimes, they discuss things and whisper it in my presence so I won’t hear it or even hang out together without me and they don’t even bother to tell me. One of them, recently celebrated her birthday, I was invited initially while planning but I couldn’t make it due to logistics issues, they went out and did not tell me when they did. It s*cks being a loner.