Sometimes I wonder why I’m single even though I know it’s my fault. I have a guy now that seems interested in me but he had a thing with my friend and I just don’t move that way. Sometimes I think I’m ugly but then I usually get the “come to my place” guys rather than the “lets go out” guys, he doesn’t have to spend money let’s just hangout together somewhere first even if it’s on a walk or in a car. None of it is encouraging but then I also think I’m not really the most beautiful so I should manage what I get but then it’s a stressful boring process chatting online, how am I supposed to get a man like this.