This guy frustrates me, breaks my heart as he likes. But I keep mute. I even apologize on things I’m not supposed to apologize for, just for peace to reign. The things I am planning for him ehn, not like he has anything to lose. But for my sanity, I would do them. Then when I finally get into that stable relationship and I am instinctively certain of, I would walk away on a the day I believe he would cherish the most, maybe his birthday.