I’m scared. I’m really trying to train my mind not to worry and relax. But the more I work only to get peanuts at the end, pray with no sign of answered prayer makes me to be more scared! It is as if there’s no light at the end of the tunnel at all. Everything is so dark with no ray of light. God! I’m expecting you in the biggest way.
in Confession
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Something that helps me get through my day is the thought that sometimes when it seems like God isnt answering your prayers its because He is working on something big for you, something that requires Him to strip you down to the bare bones, your very lowest, so that when He pulls you out you know it can only be Him. Im trying to believe the truth in this, even though im 5 years unemployed, with a Masters degree and the dreams that seem to be delayed for the longest time