Omo, I’m so tired of life and everything, I feel I might die too but my best friend and siblings can’t bear another loss. I lost my mum early this year and I have never felt this kind of constant pains all my life and anytime I feel like this I wonder how my siblings are feeling. Even when we lost our dad, the feeling was not half as this. How do y’all go through this, And yes, God has failed me, I remember begging God not to take my mum but he did, even if he permits everything, must it be my mum’s. All my prayers otilor. No one deserves to lose both parents in one life time😭💔, she was everything good. Since she died no one has sent me money for upkeep, funny thing is, the week she passed I was calling her to tell her my money have finish only to get the news. Omo!