Currently going through so much after losing my 8years relationship in 2020, ex is currently married and has a daughter. I can’t seem to move on or find a replacement. Every night I cry in my bed when I look back at how everything turned out to be. I lived a really good life and devoted my life to this human who paid me for evil. I never dreamt I’d be single and going through meaningless talking stage at 32. Phewwww life’s hard. I wish so bad I can turn back the hands of time. I’m at the verge of taking my life. But I’d rise again I believe!