My birthday was on the same week as my exams and this man decided to break my heart and cheat on me, never felt anything as heartbreaking as that, didn’t even get anything for my birthday. But I still love him and it hurts so bad, I hate it so much that I still love him we’ve been together for over two years. I wish I can just wake up one morning and all the feelings I have for him are totally gone. He asked me to forgive him and I did and I hate myself for it. I feel like my life will be miserable without him because he’s the only friend I have.