I’m very hurt mehn. Trusted this man and he left me, left me after promising to marry me after some years he left me. I feel stupid because he was my first boyfriend and disvirgined me, I know I was disrespectful but when I was confronted I apologized and wanted to change. I did all he asked and he still left. I feel so empty and sad, I feel discarded. He never answered my calls, just broke up and refused to meet up or even talk to me I spent months begging and trying to fix it and he just reminding me of my wrongs. Wanting to punish me, told me to hide my face in shame. I didn’t cheat I was disrespectful and I apologized. He called me valueless, told me I was a mistake. I have seen girls who cheated consistently get broken up with less harshness but I was discarded. It really hurts, I haven’t felt the pain of a breakup before and the first one was done this way. It’s heavy in my mouth so much to say but it’s a different kind of pain, just a different kind much deeper. Men ruin your lives and your plans