I will be 32 in few days. Grateful to God but I’m not happy, my financial situation is not helping at all. I have siblings, mom and my girlfriend of almost 3years to take care of but nothing seems working. People think I’m fine but deep down I’m not, I’m just so drained at this point, sometimes I feel like ending it all but I’m the only son of my mom😔. I love my girl so much and I don’t want to lose her. Right now I’m learning some skills online but it seems taking time, my relationship is shaking. I’m not a lazy man, I’m ready to work if I see any job opportunities. I’m just so sick and tired of being broke.