I grew up in money (oil money to be precise). My dad had so much money that he trained over 8-10 of his brother’s even step brother’s because a typical delta family is polygamous. Even as far as sending them abroad. He never made any investments, didn’t listen to my mum advising him to invest. His family was just taking a lot from him. Long story short now we are so broke and the people he trained are very rich. I can’t help but feel so much anger when I see my cousin that’s same age with me living his best life in USA. I feel so sad because I can’t even afford to buy a plane ticket not to talk of doing my masters abroad. Life is so good for them but no body remembers us now. He even got an iPhone 15pro max yesterday. I feel like a failure at 22

ANGER Part 2

I’m literally the only girl out of 4 boys. I’m providing for my seniors and junior one too. Tried a lot of businesses that has failed along the line. I don’t even pray anymore because I’m numb and I don’t believe so much in religion anymore. I just graduated last year. Now I don’t have a job and I honestly don’t know what to do with my life. No business ideas again, no money, just tears and depression. I need business ideas, I’m not a lazy person but one thing I know is my environment is seriously limiting me. I can’t seem to find my part and i can’t be doing hook up it’s never an option for me. Relationship none. This life sha. I’m going to be 22 in 7months time. I don’t know how to figure my part.