I like my friend’s boss. He’s a clean man, smart and has achieved a lot. I keep seeing him in my thoughts, looking forward to seeing him. He’s 17years older and I don’t know if I’m making the right choice. He has told he to think about marrying him and honestly I’m physically and sexually attracted to him. The issue is he’s up there and I’m just upcoming (not looking down on myself) and he has a twin (boys) with someone who’s he’s not married to, and I keep wondering why he’s not married. I’m confused