I masturbate a lot and I want to quit but honestly I don’t know how I stop for some time even for a month and then fall back into the habit and I usually masturbate with porn. I have particular categories I masturbate to like stepdad porn older men, even stepmom lesbian porn and lesbian porn. I don’t think I like girls to be honest but I guess because it’s more detailed and I am a girl I feel like what I am doing is too dark. I am just 21 and already this messy, I genuinely want to stop permanently 😔