I’m just 24years old and my life is a mess already, i have up to 18 body count with multiple abortion and I’m losing it already. All of this happening because of my body, physique a lot of guys find me very attractive so I decide not to meet any guy since 2years now not until last 2weeks. I feel like i should give love a chance again so we had **x last 2weeks and last week again, the guy has not been picking my calls neither replying my texts and I’m feeling like I’m pregnant should i keep the baby or I should abort it. Cause I’m losing it already, guys used to be so attracted to me but the moment we eventually had **x they will ghost me😭