I’m just 19 and the pain I have experienced right from childhood is disheartening, more bad things keep happening up till this point 💔. I’m honestly tired, drained and tired of crying. I wouldn’t wish this on my worst enemy, it’s too much to take for a girl my age. It keeps getting worse each year, what hasn’t happened. What’s next. What should I be prepared for. I’m tired of acting strong and smiling, I hope I make it.