I have been gambling for 9 years now, i am just 23 but i think that little wins don’t matter to me anymore. Gambling doesn’t make me know the value of money anymore. I stopped sometimes for about 6 months. I went back again. My life is a mess right now. I sold many things and after I get the cash I would use it to gamble again. I am really seeking for help please. I feel dead while alive. I tried suicide twice, I am ashamed to tell anyone but I am thinking I should open up to my girlfriend because she loves me so much and sincerely