I’m really tired, very very tired. I don’t know if I’m depressed. I have been sleeping too much, I’m not interested in anything. I am from a dysfunctional home. Coming from a family where both parents yells at each other, insults each other, my dad beats my mom. Now, they act like strangers. My dad doesn’t even drop money for my mom anymore. I wonder how my mom is coping though. I’ve tried so hard to forget about all this and live my life without my parents issues creeping in. I battle with low self esteem and anxiety because i am from a family where insults and degrading words is their love language. I don’t know how to open up to anyone about this anymore because it doesn’t help. Anyone i tell just pity me and I don’t want to be pitied. I don’t have my own solid friend. My friends thinks I have it all together but I’m really dying inside. I have no one to talk to. I’m just living. I really want to grow, heal, move past this, be genuinely happy. I’m really tired. I hope I’m able to heal.