My man traveled for work since January, he was meant to be back since like march but he couldn’t come back due to some personal issues. He called me last night to tell me he’ll be back next Sunday and the first thing that crossed my mind was ‘why’, weird. This is someone I used to cry about how much I miss him and I couldn’t wait for him to be back cause he was and still is my only friend so I felt lonely as fuck. Now it’s like I don’t want him to be back yet or something like that. The thought of him coming back now stresses me out to an extent and I honestly wonder why. And if you think it’s because there’s someone else, there’s absolutely nobody. I’m thinking maybe it’s because I’ve gotten used to being alone. I really don’t want this to affect our relationship cause I feel like I’d be a bit distant. I really want to know what’s going on.