I really don’t know how I feel and I don’t have anyone one to talk to, my boyfriend and I have been dating for over 2 years and he has cheated with multiple people and the relationship got messed up, I don’t know why it’s hard leaving the relationship and I think it’s because I haven’t figured my life yet and I don’t want to be alone. Today I woke up and realized that I don’t like this guy anymore, the love has literally shifted to hate and I still care about this feeling cause he is in a bad place and I don’t want to be seen as a bad person that abandoned someone when they needed me. This whole thing is annoying me and I can’t deny how much hate I have in my mind. I’m never someone to keep this amount of hurt and hate in my mind but I can’t help this