Everything seems dull lately, I have little energy & feel unmotivated. Mentally & physically i feel stuck in a place i don’t want to be too & my future kinda looks scary. Decided to withdraw $200 from my savings today to go buy clothes & electronic gadgets. I swear as I got home, I started feeling good. Now I see why they say “shopping can be addictive”. I wish I have more money to blow. I wanna feel like this everyday.