Since the 11th of March, me and my Man haven’t been on good terms and today is 26th already. We speak but it’s not as normal based on the mistake I made and I’ve pleaded with this man to forgive me but he’s still hurt and it hurts me even more. I cry every single time and I try to take my mind off it. Last we spoke was on Saturday and today is Tuesday. No calls, no text, nothing. I just finished crying again this night. He takes so long to forgive my errors but I can’t stay up to 24hours being mad at him when he offends me. It is well sha. I’m really trying to give him his space because I don’t know what else to do. He’s traveling to France for Easter and if he doesn’t ask us to see before then, I’d know where I stand because I’ve asked to see him and for the first time ever he said he’s busy. I want to wait until Sunday if he doesn’t text me, I know I’ve lost him. I’m trying my best not to text him but instead, I cry everyday and try to take my mind off it.
in Confession