I somehow developed this mindset of I want man to give me money and in my own case I don’t want to do anything not even kiss him just give me free money and because of that I became lazy. I asked my uncle that always gives me money to give me money for fasting and he didn’t even answer me now the other older man that was sending me small money asked for nudes and I refused now he has stopped texting me 😂, all the toasters after asking to come see them and I refused (cause I know what will happen) they don leave me too. I just want to have something doing for myself now, I need to stop laziness