All my life I have been involved in one forbidden sexual act or the other. At age six my cousin brother was running his dick on my vagina, then later in primary 5 I was sexually abused by our neighbor who fingered me and was arrested by my dad. Me and cousin sister used to play with our private parts when I was in primary school to jss 1 and then we stopped, one girl in boarding school touched my nipples and played with it and I let her. Then around jss 3 to level 1 my mom always start playing with her nipples whenever I was around her as though she wanted me to see, I reported her to my dad and she denied it like I was crazy but stopped. Now in level 3 I got involved with a man in his 60s who kissed me and it was so disgusting and I let him because of money, I feel messed up and I want to save myself and I am trying but I still wake up feeling shitty. I am just 21 and I already have so many baggage