Sometimes I just sit and get bothered about what my future holds for me, honestly life isn’t fair for me. I haven’t been able to attend school since the past one year, my friends think I’m doing well in this foreign country but I only have my boyfriend and he wants us to settle down soon cause he is an only son. I’m thinking of telling him I’m not ready because I don’t want to lose him as he has been my major support system. My family is still recovering the funds they lost.