I and my ex boyfriend broke up cause he left me and got married to someone for papers, it’s been more than 2 years and everytime I think I heal it just breaks me all over again. I never thought I’d do life with anyone else but I’m so broken, it hurts when I think of him with her and what they might be doing while I’m stuck crying for a man! I’ve gone from hating him to forgiving him and I’m back to wanting him but I know it’ll only cause me pain. It’s crazy what love would do to you.