Last two years I lost my virginity to my ex and he knew I did it with him cause I wanted him back, after we were done I went home and he didn’t even call. Fast forward to 3 months after blocking I reached out again and we met and we had sex the second time, was seeing pictures of a particular girl a lot on his phone but he said she was his friend I even got UTI from it. After not being in contact for 4 months he lost his sister and I reached out to sympathize he got angry at me for reaching out saying all I bring is problems, he later apologized and asked to meet and was trying to sleep with me. I asked if he has a girlfriend and he said yes but it’s long distance, omo I stood up with my last dignity and left. I even found out at the time I lost my virginity he was already in a relationship with her, yes I didn’t love myself then I know but I am grateful cause the way I carry myself now I try my best to always respect myself