I have this mindset of imagining really bad things like me losing a loved one or even something really bad happening to myself, I am always in fear. What’s worse is if someone does something wrong to me I begin to imagine something bad happening to them, like after what went down with my ex I was just imagining him going through something really painful too so we will be even, that’s how I started imagining him losing his sister or mum cause they are the people he really loves, I even told him I pray AC falls on him and all his clothes get burnt 🤦🏽‍♀️ and unfortunately he did lose his sister. It’s just really scary I know my thoughts have no power over anybody’s life but imagine how it must have felt when your bad thoughts come to reality, there was a time I used to imagine my mum will die because of what she did to me. I really want to change