I’m turning 30 next year, I’ve never dated a rich guy before, no I’m not rich or even have a job, I have nothing to show for it. I’m very beautiful no lies but every guy who comes close say I have a sexual aura. I don’t have friends cause I get betrayed by them and they get insecurities around me saying they can’t take me out with them cause I’ll steal the spotlight. It’s hard finding genuine love and true friends, I secretly envy people who have that. I get depressed most times cause i can’t figure it out, you stay being a good girl and you still lose it all, I just want to be pampered for once and have friends who’ll genuinely love and care for me