There’s this my friend who wanted to have sex with me and I told her I’m not into girls and could never, even though I secretly wished I could. I’m a hypocrite. I have pretended to be morally upright for so long that I can’t back down now. Nobody knows I watch solo girls or lesbian porn when I want to masturbate, and have gone as far as hoping to link up with other discreet girls like me who I talk to on X, but then I develop cold feet cause I’m afraid someone might find out.