Whenever I begin to run low on cash I start to panic for fear of being broke and what is worse is I start doing impulsive buying, this is how things are in most aspects of my life. When things are going wrong I begin to even make it worse myself cause I’m like if it’s going badly then let me worsen it myself. I don’t think I am ok cause I say I will change and then do it again. I will have exams and be reading hours to the exam time and I will be like if I want to fail let me just fail and I always regret my actions after it has all passed, sometimes I get away with it but most times I don’t