I converted to Islam years ago and no one knows. I didn’t even take the shahada before witnesses. Not my friends, family, work are aware etc. I don’t intend to change my name. I love my name. I would like to dress and go to mosque sometimes but I am scared of how I will be perceived. I’m considering getting married and acting like I am doing it for my husband and unborn children, but I don’t want to get married. Anyways, we move!