My boyfriend prefers to take his ex to parties than me, he prefers to take a lady he meets on the street to the club then take me. I’m not that cute but I’m presentable and also I dress well. This habit of cheating partner has made my self esteem so low, I don’t like anything about my self. I badly want to look like any other lady, and no matter how much I try to talk to him about it, he just tell me about how he can’t always be with me everytime he wants to go out