There use to be a time when I could confront my boyfriend for cheating because he was at least remorseful. I should have left then when I saw the signs and I wasn’t deeply in love yet but now all I can do now is just keep quiet and heal inside, because he would not only guilt trip me on why I’m being an investigator but might also break up with me, despite the fact that I’m independent and I would be anything for him, he still never finds me enough. I’m just here hoping for a day I’d wake up and be finally able to do without him, but for now let me accept the love I think I deserve