I’m a 21 year old female, never had a boyfriend and it’s not because I haven’t been asked or I don’t have admirers but I just feel it’s a waste of time. I just saw a post somewhere on TikTok that it’s not everybody that will get married and since morning I’ve been thinking. I know I want to get married but I have never had feelings for anybody before, what if I don’t know how to love. I even started googling what is love and I realised I’m a really selfish person because I only love myself and the only reason I want to get married is just so I won’t be the only one left out when my friends are married. I really need to change.