I lost the loml, my best friend on Feb 17. We’ve been together for over 5 years, we had a lot of plan and his birthday was March 1st but he couldn’t wait to celebrate it, it’s 3 weeks we last talked today and I still cry everyday cause the pain is going to take a while before it goes. He’s the only person I tell everything to, it’s hard moving on. I don’t even think I can, I see him in my dream all the time. I really miss him, I hope I can change back the hand of time, it’s really lonely. No friends or anyone to talk to cause I’m used to sharing all my life with him, death didn’t do well

Thanks

It’s me who posted that I lost my boyfriend of 5 years on Feb 17. I really see all the words of encouragement, thanks to everyone. I pray I’m able to move on and I pray I find one who’s truly faithful and loving to me cause that’s the most scary of it all. Part of the reason why I felt worse was because there are no true guys outside again, they all want to fuck. You can’t compare a relationship of 5 years that’s almost leading to marriage with all these guys outside now, I pray I get second chance and meet my flesh of flesh. Once again, thanks to everyone