Lately, I feel like I am just existing and not really living and doing things I want to do. In secondary school I used to be really popular but it got me in a lot of trouble and I was hated too, there were people who really liked me also so when I got to university I started laying really low and not interacting with people or going out ‘just there’ but lately I have been feeling really empty and I miss being vibrant and just doing me. I followed some girls I like in my hostel on instagram and would love to be their friends but now I am feeling anxious and want to unfollow them again, it might not sound serious to others but I think I have developed some anxiety of meeting people