I’m 20 years old girl and I already have 8 body count not intentionally, all these men come to me asking for a relationship after they get what they want they just vanish. I hate myself, I feel dirty, I don’t know how to recover from all these I’m emotionally drained. I also want a stable and loving relationship that’ll lead to marriage but it’s not just working out. I don’t think I can love again or give someone else a chance. I just want a miracle to happen God please I’m hurting, do something. I might end it all soon I’ll have peace at last