I have trust issues, an extreme one, to the extent that it is currently affecting my talking stage because even if I know deep down that this guy might actually like me, I still have insane doubts which does not allow me reciprocate his energy sometimes. Most of the times, I feel he is not even genuine and he’s just being nice for the main time so he can get whatever he wants from me like every other guy, I’m really scared honestly. I’m scared to let myself love sincerely, I keep telling myself I’m worth loving, I can be loved, I deserve to be loved, I can love but it still doesn’t work.