Broke up with my ex last year August, the relationship was so bad that he drove me from his apartment but till now I still can’t get over him. The worst part of it is that he was emotionally abusive to me and very manipulative. I suffered so much in his hands but I still loved him till the very day we broke up and even till now. He was 10% sweet and 90% terrible to me and when we broke up, I tried to move on and deleted everything about him including his number. From no where he started calling, texting me and stuff. Today my friend told me there’s nothing consistency can’t break and I’m scared, I don’t want to go back to the suffering but I know if he calls to see me, I’m dead to his requests, I tell my friends I’ve healed but I haven’t. I’m relocating out of the state he is soon and I feel like to confront him about how he treated me because I feel it would aid me heal faster. I won’t meet him in a closed space so I’m not tempted to make out with him because I’m still attracted to him even though the sex was bad.