I am a 23 years old girl, I’m done with school (Bsc). I work in a good company and I run a little online business. I ve been dating my boyfriend for 6years now, we started dating in 2018/2019. He’s a chronic Muslim, a very serious one while I’m a Christian. Along the line his parents pressured him to get married (or so I thought) then we talked about it and I gave him my blessings to get a Muslim lady as a first wife so it will be easy for me to come in as a second wife. Our initial plan was that after a year of his marriage we will get married. A year passed and she got pregnant I kept my cool till she put to birth, now the baby is 2years old and my boyfriend is not saying anything about marrying me. Anytime I want to leave, I think about the 6years of my life that has been wasted I do not know where to start from again. After the new year celebration I asked him what our plans were for the year he said insha Allah we will get married this year, this is what he has been saying all these years. Do I still wait for him or I should move on. Ps I really love him and I know he loves me too, even more than I do him.
in Confession