Growing up as a child, I didn’t grow up into a happy home because my mum only stayed in the marriage because of her children. My dad would emotionally abuse us verbally by using insultive words, my mum was always the one we could run to that won’t judge us and thank God she was working so she financially assisted us because my dad wouldn’t, he would rather spend his money outside. Today I’m a graduate of Architecture and I explained to my dad I needed a laptop to do my designs he refused assisting as usual, not like I expected anything and this is someone that has more than enough to assist but won’t. Though my mum promised to assist but she’s expecting some loose cash, some days ago my dad tried to beat my mum when they got into an argument, I lost it and beat him. He now said I can’t sleep in the house that night at around 10pm, he sent me out luckily for me I wasn’t stranded. I could go on and on with a lot of things going on in my life right now which has made me consider ending it all but still I really don’t want to give up. I believe there’s light at the end of the tunnel.