I’m the one that hates love, he’s 10 years older but has this very young features. Each time he keeps bringing up stuff like when you get married, if you get married. Makes it so obvious that he has no plans for the future for us. I currently need money now and I just want him to give me the money then I end it cause I feel like my genuine love for him was a waste and I should be compensated or maybe I should just move on. I don’t think I want to be in a relationship anymore, cause I love this guy so much but he just doesn’t care and pretends like he does. I’m in debt of over #100k, I’m alone and sometimes get suicidal thoughts, loan app keeps calling and texting me.