I don’t know how to get rid of this fear in me that won’t allow me go out anytime I’m in my parents house. I’m just too reserved and I don’t like it. I haven’t really had freedom of my own because I schooled in the same state where my parents house is and now I’m a graduate. Now the only guy I’m ever close with is no more in my state and I’m too scared to even travel to go see him sometimes because I don’t know what to tell my parents. Don’t know if I should call it shyness or fear. If I continue pushing all my suitors away because I can’t go out then I’ll end up single for the rest of my life because I’m almost 24. I just feel I need to get over this fear and caring about what they think of me or whatever it is.